So,
I’ve been at a complete loss as to what to use this space to talk about. This
blog has lasted for 499 previous posts, and today, I’m struggling in regards to
what to say and how to say it. Sure, reaching this milestone is a testament to
either the blog’s longevity or my stubbornness, but regardless it’s something
that doesn’t happen often. The Digitized Ramblings Of An 8-Bit Animal began
simply as a way to not lose my ability to manipulate the written word all while
discussing about one of the things I’m most passionate about. I never had any allusions about this
blog becoming a paying gig, or being accepted by the any of the big gaming
websites. This site is apparently a niche thing, and those who do read it are
appreciated.
For
every misgiving or doubt I have that what I’ve said in these posts simply don’t
matter in the grand scheme of gaming, I always hear from readers who tell me
that they respect my opinion over a major site or now defunct TV network. Knowing
that letting someone know how short the story mode in Bioshock Infinite was
saved a gamer from spending $60 months earlier than they really wanted to or
discussing the story elements of Catherine actually inspired a couple to play
it together (the first time they had done so) always brings a smile to my face.
That’s the point of this blog, to
give you not only an informed opinion, but to inform so that you can form your
own opinion.
With
that all said there have been a number of times where I have legitimately
considered letting this go. Self doubt, anxiety, and moments of depression are
scary on their own, but combined they become a hydra of personal struggle that
is pretty difficult to conquer. I regularly say that I am infinitely harder on
myself than another person could ever be, but knowing that you appreciate and
support what happens here reassures me that what I say here matters.
Over the last four plus years, The Digitized Ramblings of an
8-Bit Animal has allowed me to share my gaming knowledge and that you have
stood beside me is a blessing, and I hope you have all enjoyed what myself and
the other contributors here have given you. With everything I have said here,
all that is left is to thank you for being a part of this small movement that
has grown into an army that stretches across the world. I’m excited about what
will happen in the future and hope that you will be along for the ride. Thank
you for all the love and support.
